Blocked off. Hard to explain. Hard to understand. A numbness. Why can’t I feel? Its playing tricks with me. I’m falling behind. Questioning. How did I get here? Unfocused. Strange. Whats the point? I’m doing this to myself. Failing. I’m on a path and it only leads to hurt. Stupid. Selfish. Puzzled. Constant. Why? I have no goddamn clue.
I’ll let the rest play out by itself, like it already has.




